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Patryk Ludamage @Ludamage

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Russia,Izhevsk

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I am a sick and unhappy...

Posted by Ludamage - May 5th, 2009


One day i know that i am an misanthropist...really....i hate humans cos i saw so much violence on the intrernet and it makes me to hate people. I must say - i hate myself...i hate my live...hate my image on the photos...sometimes i dreaming about my suicide, but i don't want to use it now, because i have a parents - they love me and take care of me. I know that suicide is a big sin, but sometimes environment so much pressing on me and it makes me sick. My problem is unsolveable, nobody cares of my problem...i just wrote it here because i feeling so bad...life is sucks...

Picture - during the sleep i saw a dream like that (Children on the road, cars is moving so fast, from the tunnel is coming a red-pinked light)

I am a sick and unhappy...


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I feel horrible for you... Let's just hope you can come out of your depression. Just don't kill yourself. It doesn't take the pain away. If you do, there is a change of going to hell. To me, it is the largest sin (same for murder).

thanx for the same cheer ^_^

Suicide would be the most egoistical, irresponsible thing you could possibly do man... if you start even thinking about considering that, you should get professional help for the sake of yourself and everybody you know and/or love

I hope this is something you'll get over and laugh at after some time, in the meantime, try writing some bitter, sarcastic and macabre texts about how fucked up, horrible and hypocritical other people are, that helps me a lot when I'm down :)

ORLY? I'll try it certainly ^_^